Perspective

Today was a cold day. Worked the black friday early bird hours from 4am to 1pm and then rode home. It was a long cold ride and I didn't think much about anything except getting home. Especially since my legs are killing me this week. Oh well, it's fun being torn up and sore :)
Found out today that my dad doesn't really like the idea of actually fighting in the local fight arena. Thought about it a bit today and...honestly, I don't know if I want to be known as a "brute". I enjoy fighting technique and laying into my punching bag, but I don't know... I will have to think about it.
I also thought about other things today. This coming time in my life is going to be different. I have been finding that focusing on other things besides seeking my soul mate has been the ideal way of life for me right now. There are so many things I need to focus on without all the distraction. I am completely confident that God will bring us together at the right time and will show me who He has chosen for me to be with. Until then, I will offer my heart to no one and I will turn away from my own spontaneity. I want share this life fully with someone and be secure in knowing it is God's will.
I keep thinking about my friends who are away for the holiday and hoping they're having a great time. It's hard when people you care for are so hard to reach.
Anyway, I have to work fedex this morning at 0330 so I am going to head to bed.